Gettin’ real.

June 25, 2016

Today I shot my very last wedding until baby comes! If things weren’t real already, they sure as heck are now! I’m having a baby in 3 weeks! I will be a mom of two little girls! I am so ready to hold this sweet baby girl,and Karis is beyond excited to meet her. But, I am also terrified as heck!

But why would you be terrified Ashley?? You’ve already done it once!

Well, let me tell you!

-I have a toddler this time around!!! (Do I need to say more about this one?)
-I will be healing from a c-section with a toddler and an infant.
-I am all for breastfeeding and I will for sure be doing it again BUT, that doesn’t mean that I liked it! πŸ˜‚
-I really REALLY love my sleep.
-What if both my babies need me at the same time???
-How will I ever be able to cook dinner again??
-I’m lucky if I wash my hair once a week now. I guess once a month will be good too.
-Honestly, just the thought of having a newborn again in generally kind of terrifies me…

Just a few fears I have; just a few thoughts that often go through my head that make me question everything I’ve ever done in my life. Haha ok not really that extreme, and honestly I’m beyond excited to get this baby the heck out of me and snuggle the crap out of her. Just wanted to be real for a second because it’s OKAY to be terrified sometimes and it’s OKAY for life to not look completely picture perfect and it’s actually OKAY to talk about! πŸ‘ŒπŸΌπŸ‘ŒπŸΌπŸ‘ŒπŸΌ

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  • Reply Kristin August 12, 2016 at 6:05 pm

    Baby with toddler was quite scary for me with number 2 and 3!!!!! And I DID find it harder with each babe but the last baby is 1 now – I did it! And you will too πŸ˜€ Although washing my hair and getting to the grocery store is still proving difficult πŸ˜‚

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